I am fat, and I hate myself.
Last night I had a complete breakdown. I kept hearing his voice in my head “hush, just take it”.
Today I feel like I was raped all over again.
And now my daddy is raging the house and screaming.
I’m hiding in my bedroom to avoid the line of fire.
Home is supposed to feel safe.
I just feel like I’ll get beat here and if I leave some stranger will rape me.